Man should I stay up to see the bloody moon
I’m so tired though because I’m a 45 year old working woman
You’re Only 45 Onceee
Last year some girls expressed deep concern at the fact that I still Sometimes wear scrunchies
and i get that, i guess, cause i usually reserve them for homely, sometimes sporty moments cause they are so much kinder to my hair
but last night a girl complimented my barrette, like my completely plain, blend-in-my-hair-as-much-as-possible barrette - saying it was something you really don’t see too much anymore and that it was cool that i Still did that
and I’m just like
what is this
why is that pine cone drinking
that’s a pangolin! it is like an anteater with heavy armor! they live mostly in southeast asia and curl up into a ball when threatened!
no it’s a pine cone
I honestly can’t remember the last time i got home, and thought
"mmm, i could really use a cold pop"
looks like it’s just gonna be one of those kinds of summers (springs) though
That’s racist, Brenda.
I just now saw this
and thought “Me?” before I saw your “Brenda?”
(but I can’t figure out how to like things on your internet)
somewhere around the 15th time in my adult life where I heard a white male talk about the oppressive, destructive, ignorance-harboring force that is “religion”, I had to start asking if they are actually just completely missing something or if it is more a conscious effort to cover tracks
"بين منطوق لم يقصد
و مقصود لم ينطق
تضيع الكثير من المحبة"
Between what is said and not meant
And what is meant and not said
Most of love is lost.
-Gibran Khalil Gibran
The other night was pretty cool.
I was awoken from an epic dream by a Wild thunderstorm.
Thankfully, it was one of those dreams worth remembering, and I was just about to fall back asleep without getting to record it when I was jerked back to life by a great thunder and I realized that not only was it hailing but there was some Crazy lightning pattern taking place. My housemates woke up too, and Renae was so Positive that it must have been a transformer that was hit, because none us had ever seen such a pattern of flashes in lightning before. I ended up being the one to check (I’m not Typically the brave one), running out in my leopard print robe, into the wind and the rain (after the hail had passed) to look up and see that the flashing was definitely taking place in the clouds above (and not a transformer).
I was beautiful and memorable.
but also cause I had just had a weird sci-fi dream
one that I recorded that night in the dark and sleepiness. It was nine pages long (in sleep-writing though which is big and spread out. It starts out like:
"A man deep in space discovered an alien satellite, that was sending out broken signals. As he got closer the signal started to patternize, turning [the computer system here was circular but "turning" isn’t the right word, I’d have to draw it] faster and faster as he approached, until it stopped suddenly, and the signal exploded into darkness. He woke in a high-rise hotel back on Earth."
And ended like this:
"I saw [a kid i barely know] and his girlfriend amongst the quiet hotel evacuees on the overly crowded roof. I mentioned to them that the presence causing this was from space, and they laughed. "No really" I explained to them, "My husband brought it back with him. And I can’t decide if I have to stop it, or if I need to stop us." I was feeling particularly brave I noted, realizing that I was standing in my underwear, talking to someone I barely knew, speaking freely of my ridiculous-sounding understanding of the matter. And I knew I was going back into that building to find the man who made it back to Earth with no memory as to how. And I had no idea what I was going to do,"
What happened in between is my story :}
It was my little sister’s birthday yesterday,
Everytime I go to my parents’ house and she’s studying the house has to be dead silent. I mean like if I am talking to a family member in another room in my voice, which is a quiet voice, she yells that she is studying.
And my parents start whispering and instruct everyone not to upset her, but I am bad at complying with things I think are ridiculous,
This is my peaceful solution.
I love my sister (don’t tell her I said this, we don’t talk in such ways), but/cause we are fights